Now breath is gone

I wondered,

Do they see all the messages of the people that cared
and showed it or those that
cared but kept silent
Now they are better friends when you are gone
I’m sure that’s not the case,
but these are people’s way of saying
all they wanted to say but never did
They hope they are heard
now breath is gone

I can’t believe it

I’m sure your mind is in your heart
and your heart is in your mouth
I thought I would be navigated to the next page
or that click would lead to more questions
but it wasn’t so
all In me thought the click was a chance to procrastinate
To be sure and figure things out
but I guess this is it, I lost my breath as I realised
I know It may happen or It might not
but I can’t believe I just did that
Sweetheart, who are you?

Hiding

All the things we don’t become
because we thought eyes were watching
We felt our next move might lead to one’s downfall
We feared the worst might be the outcome;
angry faces or jeering audience the reaction
yes, the imaginary people in our head
so we left with all the inspiration we had
we left with all the lives we were meant to share the magic with

Your boat

We are on the same ocean I can see that
but we are not at the same parts to shore
or where we hope would be our resting ground
“why? “you ask
are you oblivious of the fact that we are different
and our situations are totally unique to us
so quit screaming at me to follow you or move at your pace
that’s your boat so diligently navigate
One thing for sure, we aren’t headed the same way

Chained

Her chains became her service
The gift of her walk with Him
In all the colours it came for speaking the truth
Bronze, silver or gold
to the onlookers they saw it as bondage
A restriction and a dictatorship
But these are her silver and gold she offers
all she had at the gate to give
To them it was her bondage but to her it was her freedom

No hard feelings

She has all it takes to destroy you
inwardly and outwardly to cripple you
Filling you with shame for all your games
but her heart is past you
and is being deeply rooted in Him
Her strength for things of value
so don’t tease her to push you
while she’s at the edge of the cliff
no she is the edge of the cliff ,
She might just move from beneath you
saying , “no hard feelings *smirk* just the hard floor beneath you”

He likes to hear it too

Behind that strong covering is softness and affection
With every strength he guides you till you feel secure
he compliments you as his lady with beautiful words that sink deep
words you remember days and months after it’s said

so why do you delay when it comes to your turn
no, why wait for your turn
to tell him how much he means to you

It’s amazing how you could contain your feelings so much
I thought you were crazy in love with him
well you sure are one comported madly in love lady
a gentle madness I’d say ; how absurd!

Tell him how blessed you are to have him
how you are undeserving of his love unless you see his love as a right
My fair lady it is a gift not from him but from God
to let one of His sons love you wholly and fully with all patience and perseverance
You aren’t all that and a bag of chips, ok may be you are a bag of chips

Let him listen to you make noise to your friends about him for a change
You have no friends you say ?
Ok  surely that’s a lie but I’d let you go on that one
how about your family or what your generation calls social media
surely you can let everyone know how amazing he is

Ok , I get you
you like your life on private but I see you share every other thing
Don’t get me started on how you leave hints and clues for him
how you appreciate how he talks about you so much
and give off a sad look when he doesn’t for a few days

Now that’s being one sided
You can’t want to be treated like a lady
when you aren’t being feminine toward him that loves you or whom you love
You want to be treated equally then treat him equally right

I understand you are old school
but don’t let him think you have no feeling or like you see him as all wood and steel
You like it when he calls you all the pet names;
the sugar plums , the dumplings, the precious and the queen
Marking you out as “keep off” before his friends

How he speaks highly of you before his mum
I see you blushing away at the thought of it now
I’m sure you feel on cloud 9 or past it
It’s simmering in isn’t it? Oh snap out of it !!

I believe he’d like to feel same too
It would encourage him even more to be all man yet all compassionate and loving
All I’m saying is, he likes to hear it too